TO
ALL OF THEM
WHO ARE FIGHTING
PMR

~~~ G
AMBATEH!!

不是不爱你

我看着你…

那种不自然的眼光,心里顿时浮不出语言来…
有着那种几百万年没见到你的感觉,
那种心里有很多话要讲的感觉
但是我不知道要讲什么。


我一大早醒来想起我几个小时前做的决定,
我一定要来学校看你!
心脏好像比平时快,血管犹如变细了,血压高了…
我在问自己这现象什么意思,久久面对着那只手表
不知道自己在做什么。


有时候在家里往往不能够专心,
但是我发觉这几天都是晚上十一点过后我的心就来了
读起书来不是完全忘记你,而是用着人类独特的想象力
想着你就在我的身边跟我一起读……


我不去学校不是因为不想见到你,
而是不想我自己再一次因为爱情把学业都混在一起
鱼与熊掌——不能兼得,
什么事情都不能要求完美,只有包庇它,
你就会发现这是世界上找不到第二的!


在家里的确比在学校能够专心,
如果能在学校跟你一起读那就最好问题是不能
顺得哥情失嫂意,我选择了在家里读书
因为我知道我不需要解释很多你也知道
我是爱着你的!


我最近越来越觉得自己有点透不过气,
亲戚们都说这个考试我一定能拿到最好的,
但是我好是担心,
表姐都说只要你在学校有专心不用拼都能进大学
但是在我心里面大学算得上什么?!
进本地大学没有什么了不起,
因为水准已被我们的友族拉低了…
我要求的是更高的,不是什么事情都可以知足常乐…


By WK Oct 09''

a day without you

A girl is sitting here with a heart
she is starring front but she don't know actually what she is looking at
the wind blows strongly while her heart's soul fly away with them
where her heart is going
it flies to its other part
slowly
the girl hold her souless heart
take her last breath
smoothly she say
"i need you"

by~babi3

Untitled

Setting: WK's House, Bukit Mertajam

It was late in the night, engine of motorcycles was heard clearly outside, the security guard was patrolling around the residential carefully. The moon was clear in the sky with the accompany of cloud and stars. It was the best environment to sleep. After the motorcycle past the house, the night turned to be a silent night. 


"Tok!", a sound of open door heard from a house in the residential area, he was walking out his room, and his hand..... He was holding towel and his eyes looks very sharp, didn't look like the one who was just wake up from sleep. He entered the bath room but not toilet, bath? What was the time on that time? 3.30am! We better go and check whether he has any mental problem. 


Maybe the hot weather make him can't sleep at the night and wanted to take a bath, but his air-conditional was switched on. He was suffer from insomnia? He came out from the bath room and took out a geography text book, than he go to the study room. In his study room, a Rubik cubes was placed on the desk, he than started to solve it. 


Suddenly, he heard a girl's laughing sound outside the house, his inquisitive characteristic make him curious about it and walked near to the window and wanted to see what was happened there. In his mind there is no ghost in the world, just have the ghost in human's heart, but his heard were stolen. The heartless boy walked to the window and opened it, the laughing sound stop. 


Few second later "Wahahaha!" the laughing sound appeared again and getting louder and louder just like a speaker which the resistor had fault. He was very scare and his hair was standing. "Ah!" he heard a scream, it was horror! "Shit! I gonna kill the pirated DVD seller!" It was just a couch potato.


After that, he continued study his geography. "Why are you still studying in such a late night?" His cousin asked loudly and he shocked with it because his voice came suddenly.


"You shocked me, guy! Why don't you go and sleep? What are you doing here? Don't forget you have to go to school tomorrow! " 


"You ask me what am I doing? You should have to go also!" His cousin quarried him with a big question mark on his head.


"You go and sleep now! Don't care so much about me! ok?"


"Ok la!" he replied reluctantly.


He continued read for half hour and his eye was exhausted but his brain still very sober. He went to bed and closed his eyes. Since his brain was full of energy he started to think, to imagine.....

Selected from "Father's Love" by WK.
By WK Sept 09''

What Have I Done??

holidays....for you,it's fun,relax and happy.but for me,it's just a waste....

from the day the raya holidays start,i told myself:"cc,it's a chance for you,you should put urself in the book everyday and read them from the sun rise until the moon shine."but,what have i done so far?

everyday i open my eyes,i chat with my dear,take my breakfast and so on.when i open my books and i start to study,i don't know what on earth i am studying..after i close my book,i ask myself:"cc,what you gain from that book?"my answer is:"i have no idea.."

one thing i got to know now is,how are they?are they fine?i have worried for few days..he saw the comment that she give me,he feel scare..i think..and i know.i know how he feel.they just confess to each other,i don't hope that they so fast quarrel just because of me.i don't feel angry to him anymore,i just...i also don't know.i really hope that i am not a hinder between them..

anyway,holidays will be end in two days..if not,i will die soon.i really miss him.my dear..i really totally super duper hyper miss you...i think you know that feeling,i already can';t control it.beside,i also miss my friend..who always cheer me up,support me and sayang me^^
dear...i miss you and more important....i love you~
nothing on earth could come between you and me as long as you love me and i love you^^

By~Babi3 '09