Good Bye

This is for my people who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my people who lost their bosom friend
Lift your head to the sky

Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn’t get it because I've wrong
I didn’t know why you didn’t show up sometimes
On sunday mornings and I missed you
But when we talked too

All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
I loved you but you don't
There’s so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”

“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”

As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place

Your life become happier
Still I’ll give the whole world to see your face
And I’m bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one

I remember when you angry somebody and you tell me

And I'm the one trying to cool you down

And the Winnie Pooh I gave you

I thought myself were so strong

That I can accept what happen into me just like my past

But it’s so hard for me to accept the fact you’re gone forever

And soon as you find the one really love you more than I

And he can make you happy but not like mine
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And I’m bragging right next to you where
It feels like you gone too soon

As time goes by

And soon as I can put you down
Still I'm very sad now
Don't know what can I do now,

I can't contact you now,

And maybe you don't want me to contact you,

Sorry for what I've did

I now not hope for anything more

Just want back a good friend

Lastly,

Maybe you wont see I wrote this kind of thing to you anymore after this

And until one day if you can't open me inbox with that password,

Means I've hundred percent put you down

I'm sorry
The hardest thing to do now is say bye bye to you!!!!

Edited from lyric ByeBye-MariahCarey

By WK July 09''

The Night Without your "Good Night"

Tomorror still have 3 paper of test. I have finish study all by last exam but I know I've forget some. So I've to read through again, but now what's the time?! 1.30am already, I haven't finish do my revision. When I started to read it, I think of other things, I can't even concentrate for half hours. I tried but can't also. That's why, now is midnight I still open computer and typying here!

Yesterday (Wednesday) afternoon I've headache very serious because not enough sleep. And I know something happen to her. Know that she is in troulble, and don't know how to tell it to her parents. I know you're worried but that's all your problem. Why should I worry about it?! I can't keep myself from worry about her, she know that now I'm trying to get back my heart without chasing her. I think it's difficult but I've to try it!

Actually now, I don't want to text to you because I know she's angry about that incident, maybe angry what I've told her in bus just know, it's ok for her to angry me. I very worry about her now! Will she being scolded? Did she feel unhappy now? Can she study nicely now without thinking noncense? I don't know! I've told her that I today won't going to sms her and let her to cool down herself, but my heart is difficult now! It's hard for me without smsing with you for a night! Today she's not going to say "good night" to me before I sleep, no one will chat with me to make me not feeling boring and now I'm not tired at all but no mood to study. I still worry about her! Can I stop it?! It's difficult! I think I no need to study now because it's really wasting time to looking at the book and thinking of her! However, I wish to see her smile at me tomorror.

Hope you can score tomorror! Meet you tomorror in bus. Good Night!

By WK July 09''