Speechless

Yesterday night, it was late and I went to night market near my house with my friend. Many stalls were closed and there was still some stalls selling the food left. I bought bread to eat and walked back along the night market street slowly. While I walked back, I saw something that make me sad, angry, sympathy....

Know what was that? I remember it very clearly! I saw a Indian women with her children were picking shoes and the food that thrown by people at the night market street. It was late and very few people there. The Indian children wad very thin as a paper, I'm not bluffing and not exaggerating the scene I saw. Why they need to pick up the things that people don't want? Why they didn't have money to buy it?

Even they are lazy, not willing to work at all, they shouldn't appear in the street! It will spoil out country image! What the fuck is our Malaysia's government doing? Government should give them chance to work so that they won't do such shame thing! Don't they tell me that they can't help them! Government can discount for the bumiputera to buy property, to give more chance for them to attend local university but why not government helps the poor people who pick rubbish to eat. That’s why so many non-bumiputera beggars.

I'm not despising on Chinese and Indian but just to say what happen now in the community. Even so many unfair things happened but we can't say anything, they are selfish, we cannot talk so much in this speech freedom country! So keep quiet and be speechless on it! We can't change it because we are in Malaysia! It isn't the wrong of our country, Malaysia had no foult but the problem is governor. We must love to our country, but we can not to love our country leader.

By WK August 09''

放得下

之前整整两个月，每一天晚上我的手机震个不停，我们俩的短讯一封一封没停地发来发去。有时，我还很忍着没听到你的声音，会打给你听听你的声音，听到了晚上就睡得特别好！

之前的考试，也可能因为晚上读书有你的简讯、有你的声音，虽然距离远在几十公里但是我也仍然觉得你一直在陪着我，使我心里觉得你一直在我的身边，根本忘记了什么叫闷，什么叫疲倦，读到忘记了时间。每次我都会顾到你累了，你告诉我你要睡了，我才肯去睡觉。之后发觉这是多余的！你根本就是一个很自爱、自律的女生。

有时想起之前的一些回忆，我的确觉得很开心，但是我在想是不是自私的我因为要满足自己、要提升自己，而罢了你的私人时间。我知道有时候晚上你数学不会，又没人帮你时，你很无助，你需要我的帮忙。但是我觉得我没有了你，最多晚上睡之前少一个人跟我讲晚安、下午坐巴士回家没人陪在我的旁边、闷的时候没人跟我解闷、生气也没人叫我冷静，更何况是你数学比我好的还有很多…很多…但我觉得这样也不是完全没好处的，至少我不需要再做我多余的担心、不需要太过关心、不需每次很迟了，你没睡，我就做了你的阿嬤罗罗嗦嗦叫你去睡觉，但是没有了一定会觉得不自然。

今天已经第六天了，还是会觉得今天少做了一些事情。虽然这几天内有时做完东西，拿起手机打好了简讯，才想到没有了，不会再有了。不论我们之前是否开始过，我还是很谢谢你这两个月来对我这样好，直到现在我要开始适应回，会回去什么事情都少了一个人跟我分担。

放心！这世界上很多东西等着我去做。我很快的，伤口痊愈了，就会放下你，去追求我的理想，我的未来。我不会再想太多了…不会再踩过界限了…

By WK July 09''