Actually I told you that I've no preesure in my house, my parents didn't give so much presure to me. No excess overwhealming force in my house, yes! It's true for now! By it's forces to push me in my heart. Actually I didn't tell peoples that I have a story that changed my life. Before that my parents wasn't so belive in me as now. Now I want to share it to all the peoples, hope you all think wisely before do anyting. Why sometimes I can very come over in my essay when I write about my parents, becuause I love them. They're the best dad and mum for me in the world!
Last time, my life is nothing except for online games, I can played for 1 day 14 hours with a few breaks, when I started to indulge in the online games? The answer is when I was very active in my co-curicular activities. When I was active, my preesure in uniform body was too large for me, and on that my relationship between my family and I were getting further and further, my temper is as bad as I can't describe.
After I started to play the online games, I feel there's so free inside the games, I make friends and spend almost my 40% of time for a day to play the games, leveling was sometimes very excited, but look back on it from here, I was stupid last time, but I don't angry at the company or what else people that design the games to addicted so many peoples in the world, sometimes we can read the news that teenagers kill self because playing too much games or what else. I should have to thanks the company which design the games cause they're creative and can make stupid peoples addicted with their games, and sometimes the players put cash on it. That's the way to earn money!
I still remember, once I woke up very early at 6am to play that online game, when my father woke up he saw that I was playing and scolded me but I ignored him. I still remember that after that I have a tuition, my tuition started at 9am, and that is the exam week, I didn't study anything at all. After I came back from my tuition I turned on my computer again, my mum keep on scolded me and I was very angry on that because I really no mood to study anything, and after she scolded me my mood was getting worse. Then, my dad continued scolded me and I feel angry and shouted at them, "Today onwards, I won't play online games!" And I mostly throwed my moniter but finally I don't.
Maybe it was just small incident for others, but after that I feel myself was so stupid last time, I decide to abandon my way in my uniform body and also the online games. From that day onwards, no one will remind me to study when exam is soon. Friends, please don't always waste time on the lousy games, try to pull yourself out before you regret and don't let go any chance that can force you to make a higher desire. Remember Malaysia need us, maybe we can change the name for the country one day, maybe we can be the leaders of this country or maybe we can success to make our country as well as other countries. Politics need Chinese!
I still remember that my grandma told my dad before, "You should give what your children want, work as hard as you can, we have been so poor last time and don't let the children to experienced that their friends got the things they didn't have!". My grandma always told me many principal of life, maybe for others it's rubbish but for me it's a kind of force. Many of my relatives feel that I can scored straight A's in my PMR, even my parents didn't said anything on this exam before but I know they 100% hope that I can score straight A's, and also my granma, my cousins that already married, that working in other country and one more pressure come from myself. I will study as hard as I can and give it to my families aspecially my grandmother. She told me a lot of her stoies when she was small, when she was a teenagers, when she was working in a rubber estate.
Lastly, I'll give my babie's parents the best impressions about me, let them know their daughter's boyfriend isn't a normal human. He is the one can take care of so much people and give the best warm and sweet to his girfriend.
By WK Sept 09''
