Last time, when I was still active in co-curicular activity, I hate holidays because the camping, in many people's mind they feel that camping is happy because of playing there with friends, learn of skill and so on. For me, the camping is such activity which wasting my time, I don't like it, but it's forced, if I didn't go after camping, I will be screwed. Training Camp? I think there is the thing to show to Kementrian Pendidikan "wah, the school's co-curicular activity is many, the students is actuve and good!"
Yesterday (2/6) is her birthday, curent time 0030 so now is consider 3/6. Actually i just have the kind of feeling when look at her, the kind of feeling is difficult to describe by language. That's only to say, I love her, but it's holidays now, I rarely meeet her but I always dreame of she. She is going to be my oxegen soon. Arh!!!!!!!!!!!! But i think she's bringing benefits to me because her result is better than me, and I'm trying to improve myself so that same level with her or even higher to balance it.
There is many birds in the sky whispering only about you, you should once listen to them than you would know how much I love you! You are the force makes me trying to improve myself into the best!!!!! Happy Birthday!
Sometimes when we need holidays, there is no holiday for you, but now I think that I don't need the holiday but it is coming, I have to try something to make sure that I won't waste my time. Accept the things happen in our life so that we stay happy and meaningfull in Earth. Nothing to write already, feel asleep going to refresh my mind and study harder after holiday to get the results I want in this end of the year. I want to sure that I will happy when receiving the result!
By WK May 09''
I've been busy for so many days for preparing exam. I studied until sick. This was the first time that I sick because of exceed of reading until midnight. Maybe the reason is just I was carelessly fall in love with a preety girl and I don't wan to lose her want to be the same level with her so I must be study hard to get better result. She told me that she likes the one who is not always playing games, good in exam result and so on. Sometimes love not always a kind of pressure, fun or other things that the people said, I might be a kind of force which makes people to imporve himself/herself.
By May WK 09''