Bigger Desire!

I know there was many people went to school for the Caring Week Canteen Day on this morning, but I stay at home. Reasons? It's because when I'm thinking whether I wanted to go, I receive a phone call from my cousin who studying in Han Chiang Private School, Penang, told me that his school had been closed for a week. After I heard the information, my mind to stay at home has win! Besides, I won't go to Penang tonight also.

Now, one more problem coming, a stupid from my society said that she wanted to bring me to Chung Ling High School, Penang for their Harmonica Concert, she also said her sister want to go to my grandmother house to bring me there. My god! Am I so important and I must go for the Concert? But I think if I have time I also won't go there, personal health is more important than everything! If you lost your health, you couldn't do anything accept sleep in the coffin.

This morning, I woke up and rearrange my room into new look, I had been so bored to see my old arrangement in my room, so I change it! Looks fresh after I change it! From now onwards, I will started to study very hard to achieve my big aspirations, anything can help to improve myself I will shoot it and put in in my stomach, I won't let go any chance! We can use time to obtain gold but we can't get time by using gold! Not for my hope in PMR, but for all in my future!

A new "feng shui", the larger aspirations, the bigger the force to push me, the more effort I will out on it! For our country Malaysia's good, Chinese must work harder and harder and harder until the day everyone in the world know what is "Malaysia". Even our leader of our country are sucks, we must not blame on our country! Belive... Belive that Chinese can change everything! I can't say more for this otherwise I will be caught by our Internal Security Act. Lastly and again show our love to our country but not the government.

By WK August 09''

Dance: Mad Ne-Yo

She's starin' at me
I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin'
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'
And now it's I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening

And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why we're fighting
So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothin', crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

And it gets me upset
Girl when you're constantly accusing
Askin' questions like you already know
We're fighting this war
Baby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go

Whoa, what happened to workin' it out?
We've fall into this place
Where you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' down
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything's all right between us
Before we go to sleep
Baby, we're gonna be happy, oh

Baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

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By WK August 09''

Speechless

Yesterday night, it was late and I went to night market near my house with my friend. Many stalls were closed and there was still some stalls selling the food left. I bought bread to eat and walked back along the night market street slowly. While I walked back, I saw something that make me sad, angry, sympathy....

Know what was that? I remember it very clearly! I saw a Indian women with her children were picking shoes and the food that thrown by people at the night market street. It was late and very few people there. The Indian children wad very thin as a paper, I'm not bluffing and not exaggerating the scene I saw. Why they need to pick up the things that people don't want? Why they didn't have money to buy it?

Even they are lazy, not willing to work at all, they shouldn't appear in the street! It will spoil out country image! What the fuck is our Malaysia's government doing? Government should give them chance to work so that they won't do such shame thing! Don't they tell me that they can't help them! Government can discount for the bumiputera to buy property, to give more chance for them to attend local university but why not government helps the poor people who pick rubbish to eat. That’s why so many non-bumiputera beggars.

I'm not despising on Chinese and Indian but just to say what happen now in the community. Even so many unfair things happened but we can't say anything, they are selfish, we cannot talk so much in this speech freedom country! So keep quiet and be speechless on it! We can't change it because we are in Malaysia! It isn't the wrong of our country, Malaysia had no foult but the problem is governor. We must love to our country, but we can not to love our country leader.

By WK August 09''

放得下

之前整整两个月，每一天晚上我的手机震个不停，我们俩的短讯一封一封没停地发来发去。有时，我还很忍着没听到你的声音，会打给你听听你的声音，听到了晚上就睡得特别好！

之前的考试，也可能因为晚上读书有你的简讯、有你的声音，虽然距离远在几十公里但是我也仍然觉得你一直在陪着我，使我心里觉得你一直在我的身边，根本忘记了什么叫闷，什么叫疲倦，读到忘记了时间。每次我都会顾到你累了，你告诉我你要睡了，我才肯去睡觉。之后发觉这是多余的！你根本就是一个很自爱、自律的女生。

有时想起之前的一些回忆，我的确觉得很开心，但是我在想是不是自私的我因为要满足自己、要提升自己，而罢了你的私人时间。我知道有时候晚上你数学不会，又没人帮你时，你很无助，你需要我的帮忙。但是我觉得我没有了你，最多晚上睡之前少一个人跟我讲晚安、下午坐巴士回家没人陪在我的旁边、闷的时候没人跟我解闷、生气也没人叫我冷静，更何况是你数学比我好的还有很多…很多…但我觉得这样也不是完全没好处的，至少我不需要再做我多余的担心、不需要太过关心、不需每次很迟了，你没睡，我就做了你的阿嬤罗罗嗦嗦叫你去睡觉，但是没有了一定会觉得不自然。

今天已经第六天了，还是会觉得今天少做了一些事情。虽然这几天内有时做完东西，拿起手机打好了简讯，才想到没有了，不会再有了。不论我们之前是否开始过，我还是很谢谢你这两个月来对我这样好，直到现在我要开始适应回，会回去什么事情都少了一个人跟我分担。

放心！这世界上很多东西等着我去做。我很快的，伤口痊愈了，就会放下你，去追求我的理想，我的未来。我不会再想太多了…不会再踩过界限了…

By WK July 09''

Good Bye

This is for my people who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my people who lost their bosom friend
Lift your head to the sky

Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn’t get it because I've wrong
I didn’t know why you didn’t show up sometimes
On sunday mornings and I missed you
But when we talked too

All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
I loved you but you don't
There’s so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”

“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”

As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place

Your life become happier
Still I’ll give the whole world to see your face
And I’m bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one

I remember when you angry somebody and you tell me

And I'm the one trying to cool you down

And the Winnie Pooh I gave you

I thought myself were so strong

That I can accept what happen into me just like my past

But it’s so hard for me to accept the fact you’re gone forever

And soon as you find the one really love you more than I

And he can make you happy but not like mine
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And I’m bragging right next to you where
It feels like you gone too soon

As time goes by

And soon as I can put you down
Still I'm very sad now
Don't know what can I do now,

I can't contact you now,

And maybe you don't want me to contact you,

Sorry for what I've did

I now not hope for anything more

Just want back a good friend

Lastly,

Maybe you wont see I wrote this kind of thing to you anymore after this

And until one day if you can't open me inbox with that password,

Means I've hundred percent put you down

I'm sorry
The hardest thing to do now is say bye bye to you!!!!

Edited from lyric ByeBye-MariahCarey

By WK July 09''