My Boring Day

I woke up early in the morning and sleep again. because I don't know what to do. When I woke up again at 12pm, I found my downstairs hall is as dirty as rubbish dump. Maybe I have to thank my cousin that make it dirty, I've found something to do today! 

I've used about 1 and a half hours to clean it. When my mum came down she said that I'm preparing for New Year. I think yea, maybe. Cause I have nothing to do. And I wrote some story, with my imagination, maybe can publish it at next year school Chinese Literature, but I've to translate it, cause I wrote it in English. But sometimes when I didn't do anything, I really wish to see her, but it's not a good idea, I can't made it.

And here comes a angry but funny incident. Someone who was know as a childish people make a trip to Queensbay, Penang which must have enough people to prevent loss of cash. A 40 peoples trip go with bus. The date has changed and changed and finally I don't know when the hell is it.Maybe I think that he is very childish but I control myself not going to quarrel with him, it doesn't make any benefits. He keep on asking me whether I want to go there. 

Yea, I know maybe I'm his friend in his mind, a friend that always make him angry. A friend that always laugh at him , satire and always pour cold water on him. But I'm always kidding with him, he's not think that I'm kidding, he always be serious and think that I'm a bad guy. And I can't change his mind that I'm a bad human. Nothing I can do with it I know, maybe that's better, I know he always say my bad words behind me. It's not a sting for me because the real friend of mine know that I'm not the one. Just to say that it's been so long he is not the friend of mine, I can't accept a such ass hole that might make me mad keep in my head.

But why he always come and make me angry? Tell me why? Few months ago, I know some of my words make him very angry while he is get in the trouble of the lousy trip. How many trip does he did, any successful trip? Last time I'm not feeling that I don't want give him a chance, don't wanna support him, is because the lousy bus make me feel childish, and now the first time I don't want to go because I have something to do, but the second time I refuse him is because he is really damn annoying. You have not the capability, please don't do it. A thin guy wear a XXL sized clothes is a funny thing. 

Please don't make me shout on you one day in the future. End ok?! And remember that I won't go and say any bad words behind of you even I don't think that you're friend of mine. If you want to did it, all of your business. I know maybe something happened at the past make you changed, a bad family background make you become such people, and maybe you not agree on it because you don't know it when you change. I observed it but I don't know whether my hypothesis is 100% correct, at least fifty out of hundred. Brain is fr thinking. 

And the last for my babie lion, I appreciate that my lion threat me so good, every time  she came when I boring. I really wish to see her now. No much to say because she is reading my mind, she knows what I'm feeling. The story that I read only can seen by her before I publish it out. What's the reason? Because I love her.

By WK Oct 09''

2 month past!

Maybe before the challenging exam I've carelessly neglected you and keep on study at all the time, no free time for me to entertain, no movie time for me. But now the entertainment time is the more until I scare of it, I've boring with this time, Life isn't like that, we have to relax but what did you mean by relax, sitting at home watching movie like that?! This call jail, a 5 star jail which bigger and many service has prepared such as computer, hand phone, basketball court and so on.

Just feel like want to have some benefits activities to my life but I'm not brave enough to touch online games, I scare I can't stop it, maybe writing here can use my time wisely or reading novels. 

While I feel that my life is full of the boring and the "noob" activities, I started to observe, I realize that my grandma is more boring than me, she's really nothing to do now. My grandpa was gone to sell duck eggs left my grandma. Everyday watch television and playing Magnum, Toto.  That's all her life, really sucks! At least we still have a target in our life now but she didn't, maybe her target has reached or maybe evaporated. 

Remember at everything we feel it's bad, it isn't the worst, someone's is worse than ours. Catch the fish while our sight is still good, don't wait until we old, only we carry our weak body and using the sucks eye to catch the fish.

By WK Oct 09''

without exam

after PMR,i feel that all along the way,i am living for PMR.
i wake up for it,i eat for it,i study for it and i sleep for it...
how i know it?
because right after exam,i feel boring to my life
i hope that another PMR is waiting for me
everyday i woke up,i just don't know what to do
holidays....i hate holidays!!
i cannot go school and i did nothing at home
if got school,
i still can chat with my friends or play with my dear~
instead..when i am at home....i am just a rubish!!
mum said:"just do what you wish to do when you were preparing your exam"
that time what i wish is i can watch tv like daddy and i can play computer like others who just finish UPSR.
now,i feel boring of it!i hope something more meaningful can be done.
but..what i have done so far?!
i am sick of my life now..
pls..i am lack of oxygen!find something for me to do!!

by~babi3 '09

After Exam

It's been so long I didn't touch this thing, I've been busy of what you all did so. It's just over, maybe we can have a short rest, and have a new start next year! It's all different next year... Stop worrying about it! Enjoy as much as you can now.

In these time, I've been tried my best to remember as much as I can about the exam, study and memories about something that useless, useful for long life and just useful for a short time. While studying history of Malaysia I realized that it doesn't so simple of it, it might be a very complex about the past politic just like now, they are always fighting just like a kid, just 2 small children grabbing a sweet but they are grabbing a chair, a chair that not easily can be sit.

A few nights just before the exam I've dreamed about the exam about something nonsense that might not be happen and something that was considered garbage. Some feel like every night I have a lot of things want to post here, want to share it with all my friends, but I'm lazy.

Today I feel like my body are lighter, maybe my brain cells has worn out a lot, maybe I eat less in these days or I put down something that was very heavy in my heart. It' time to enjoy myself now, but I must limit myself, excess of entertainment causes you've no mood to study on next year and I've promise myself to control myself from playing the lousy online games. Maybe I must find something that's useful to my life in the soon holidays, I mustn't waste it just like last year with just some childish activities.

Just know when I bath I think of a lot of thing that I wish to write here but now my brain become blank which just filled with these few words. If I think of it I'll write it down, my brain tissue really damaged with my sleepless night.

By WK Oct 09''

TO
ALL OF THEM
WHO ARE FIGHTING
PMR

~~~ GAMBATEH!!