Twelve in the Midnight

Twelve in the midnight, it consider very early before the exam. Still can go for four hours at that time, until the next morning, my brain tired only I'll stopped studying. Every second cost unlimited Ringgit Malaysia, hold it tight and study for most of the time, entertainment are less than 5% of a day in the week before PMR. 

Twelve in the midnight, it should be tired but why shouldn't I? I'm very clear-headed now, feel like want to write something, my hand is uncomfortable without pressing the key of keyboard. It cursed me, the key board! Now, most of the time of a day, over 90% included sleeping is all for fun and for relax. I really must find something to do in these days otherwise I'll regret not to use it wisely, time isn't gold, because gold is valuable but time isn't.

A silent night, and here come a feeling to read something, I want something read. Yea! The novel! The Half-Blood Prince, have just bought it and I think I'll finished reading within a month because I'm free for all the time. Sometimes I'm asking to the sky that, is there all the thing that I've read hard before this forgotten? Is there still in my head or slipped silently without my awareness? All about the science, maths and of course the language subject.

Not tired at all! My god! So? Now it's the time to read...

By WK OCT 19''

Money Printer

His dad is mad for his annoying business which earn only a little if compare with others. “The rubbish customers always don’t want to pay for it! What should I eat?” he scolded softly that no one can hear.

And he came out from his room.

“Dad, I know you’re the best father in the world can you bring me to the Popular Bookstore to buy the novel that I’ve craving for few months before exam?” He asked politely to his dad.

“Are you crazy?! You’ve just finish your exam and wanted to buy this and that, you’ve just asked me to buy the TV series DVD for you! And now you wan for a novel that cost 80 dollars, you though your dad printing cash notes?”

“I’ve finish watching the series I was bored in home nothing for me to do!” He said it loud to his dad.

“3 days you’ve finish watching the 20 episodes series! Great! Good! If you wanted to buy go and buy yourself, I didn’t have enough money for you to buy the garbage and store in your room!” 

He mumbled “He son of the bitch! My sister can buy whatever she wanted that’s expansive but why I can’t? Is her results better than me?”

“What you said? Say it louder!”

“Pam!” He shut the door with showing his anger, than he lied on his bed thinking of his mum with the ruffle in his mind. He started to think about his future.

“Fuck off! When I grow up, I won’t waste my time talk with my dad every day, they didn’t spent time on me, I will do exactly the same at the future to him. I will give him the enough money for eat! That’s all for his future! He will be disappointed with his son after 10 years!”

He didn’t know what should he do, he was too boring to stay at home. And he received a call from his friend who asked him to go out for playing basketball. He walked out his room and opened the main door.

“Where are you going?” His dad asked.

“Not your business at all!”

“What is this attitude? You better don’t come back tonight!”

“Ok I do what you wish!” He answered his dad.

“Hey! Hey!” His dad shouted. “Shit!” “I’m really a bad daddy.” He said it softly with his sadness.

Written by WK Oct 19''

Small part of the story

My Boring Day

I woke up early in the morning and sleep again. because I don't know what to do. When I woke up again at 12pm, I found my downstairs hall is as dirty as rubbish dump. Maybe I have to thank my cousin that make it dirty, I've found something to do today! 

I've used about 1 and a half hours to clean it. When my mum came down she said that I'm preparing for New Year. I think yea, maybe. Cause I have nothing to do. And I wrote some story, with my imagination, maybe can publish it at next year school Chinese Literature, but I've to translate it, cause I wrote it in English. But sometimes when I didn't do anything, I really wish to see her, but it's not a good idea, I can't made it.

And here comes a angry but funny incident. Someone who was know as a childish people make a trip to Queensbay, Penang which must have enough people to prevent loss of cash. A 40 peoples trip go with bus. The date has changed and changed and finally I don't know when the hell is it.Maybe I think that he is very childish but I control myself not going to quarrel with him, it doesn't make any benefits. He keep on asking me whether I want to go there. 

Yea, I know maybe I'm his friend in his mind, a friend that always make him angry. A friend that always laugh at him , satire and always pour cold water on him. But I'm always kidding with him, he's not think that I'm kidding, he always be serious and think that I'm a bad guy. And I can't change his mind that I'm a bad human. Nothing I can do with it I know, maybe that's better, I know he always say my bad words behind me. It's not a sting for me because the real friend of mine know that I'm not the one. Just to say that it's been so long he is not the friend of mine, I can't accept a such ass hole that might make me mad keep in my head.

But why he always come and make me angry? Tell me why? Few months ago, I know some of my words make him very angry while he is get in the trouble of the lousy trip. How many trip does he did, any successful trip? Last time I'm not feeling that I don't want give him a chance, don't wanna support him, is because the lousy bus make me feel childish, and now the first time I don't want to go because I have something to do, but the second time I refuse him is because he is really damn annoying. You have not the capability, please don't do it. A thin guy wear a XXL sized clothes is a funny thing. 

Please don't make me shout on you one day in the future. End ok?! And remember that I won't go and say any bad words behind of you even I don't think that you're friend of mine. If you want to did it, all of your business. I know maybe something happened at the past make you changed, a bad family background make you become such people, and maybe you not agree on it because you don't know it when you change. I observed it but I don't know whether my hypothesis is 100% correct, at least fifty out of hundred. Brain is fr thinking. 

And the last for my babie lion, I appreciate that my lion threat me so good, every time  she came when I boring. I really wish to see her now. No much to say because she is reading my mind, she knows what I'm feeling. The story that I read only can seen by her before I publish it out. What's the reason? Because I love her.

By WK Oct 09''

2 month past!

Maybe before the challenging exam I've carelessly neglected you and keep on study at all the time, no free time for me to entertain, no movie time for me. But now the entertainment time is the more until I scare of it, I've boring with this time, Life isn't like that, we have to relax but what did you mean by relax, sitting at home watching movie like that?! This call jail, a 5 star jail which bigger and many service has prepared such as computer, hand phone, basketball court and so on.

Just feel like want to have some benefits activities to my life but I'm not brave enough to touch online games, I scare I can't stop it, maybe writing here can use my time wisely or reading novels. 

While I feel that my life is full of the boring and the "noob" activities, I started to observe, I realize that my grandma is more boring than me, she's really nothing to do now. My grandpa was gone to sell duck eggs left my grandma. Everyday watch television and playing Magnum, Toto.  That's all her life, really sucks! At least we still have a target in our life now but she didn't, maybe her target has reached or maybe evaporated. 

Remember at everything we feel it's bad, it isn't the worst, someone's is worse than ours. Catch the fish while our sight is still good, don't wait until we old, only we carry our weak body and using the sucks eye to catch the fish.

By WK Oct 09''

without exam

after PMR,i feel that all along the way,i am living for PMR.
i wake up for it,i eat for it,i study for it and i sleep for it...
how i know it?
because right after exam,i feel boring to my life
i hope that another PMR is waiting for me
everyday i woke up,i just don't know what to do
holidays....i hate holidays!!
i cannot go school and i did nothing at home
if got school,
i still can chat with my friends or play with my dear~
instead..when i am at home....i am just a rubish!!
mum said:"just do what you wish to do when you were preparing your exam"
that time what i wish is i can watch tv like daddy and i can play computer like others who just finish UPSR.
now,i feel boring of it!i hope something more meaningful can be done.
but..what i have done so far?!
i am sick of my life now..
pls..i am lack of oxygen!find something for me to do!!

by~babi3 '09